Wednesday, November 25, 2015



Project I'm Alive



Project I'm Alive, a docudrama currently in development, tells the story of women's experience of sexual violence from prehistory to the present.


The latest News from Project I'm Alive
  1. Corie Ellen Carbona, Project Partner and Memberof Cast
  2. Twitter Q & A
  3. Create an Amulet Contest.
  4. Recording a short video saying, "RAPE IS WRONG."




I would like to introduce to some and present to others, Corie Ellen Carbona. Corie is a project partner with Project I'm Alive and Minister of the Prayer Closet 24/7. Say hello to Corie. She is a blessings on steroids. Visit her on Facebook.


Project I'm Alive will host a Twitter Q & A, Wednesday, November 4th at 9 PM MST/AZT (11 PM EST, 10 PM CST and 8 PM PST). Project Partners will answer your questions submitting from the time of posting until 9 PM MST/AZT on November 4.



Record Your 3 - 5 second video saying, "RAPE IS WRONG." Watch Contributor Shirley A. Yirmeyahu's video!




The docudrama Project I’m Alive will host an amulet contest during the month of November. An amulet is an ornament or small piece of jewelry thought to give protection against evil, danger, or disease. The Mission of Project I’m Alive is protection from sexual assault.



Oscar and Bonnie Crawford, Producers

Saturday, June 27, 2015

I'M ALIVE - Docudrama in Development tells the story of women’s experience of sexual violence from prehistory to the present.

I’m Alive, a docudrama in development tells the story of women’s experience of sexual violence from prehistory to the present. What is the difference between a cave man who hits a woman in the head with a club to drag her back to the cave to rape her and the man who drugs a woman’s drink in a bar and drags her back to a cave called hotel to rape her?

I'm Alive responds to these questions with information and an action plan to minimize the potential for these criminal acts to take place and what to do in the event they happen to receive care and counsel. Real women tell their real stories of the terrorist acts of sexual violence acted out on them as little girls and teens by family members and friends of family.

How can our culture be numb to what is happening with girl children and teen girls when fathers and other family members use them for sex? How can our culture be numb to women who go off to war to serve our country but a savagely attacked for sex by their comrades? How can our culture be numb to this treatment of women without asserting the commitment and resources necessary to make a difference

Attention will also focus on the post - traumatic stress disorder affecting women for decades beyond the trauma. Many are mid to late 30’s and 40’s before asking themselves if their earlier experience has affected adult life and relationships.  

Sexual violence is a criminal act of terrorism crying out demanding equal protection and justice. Sexual violence affects women everywhere across the Earth; every nation, age, stage, color, culture, class, and religion.

Want to be involved? Find out how you can help or ask for further information at oscarcrawfordmedia@gmail.com.

Friday, April 17, 2015

About Awesome Survival Miracles of the Heart - LeNora Crawford Tooley

LeNora Crawford Tooley
When I was a boy, my sister Lenora got sick and had to go to the hospital. This was when children under twelve could not go to the hospital to visit. 

The word came that she would not live to see the morning. I was convinced that if I could get to her and get her doll to her, she would live.

After being told I could not see her, I stole the family tractor and set off on the 22-mile journey after dark. 15 miles into the journey, the tractor ran out of gas. I left it on the side of the road and started to walk.

Night sounds were frightening. I was scared but nothing was going to stop me from getting to her.

My grandfather found me about 3 miles from the hospital. He demanded I get in the car so he could take me home.

I defied him and demanded he take me to the hospital. After trailing me and convinced I was serious, he relented and took me to the hospital.

I went in her room and saw my sister. She was under an oxygen tent. I raised it enough to touch her and place the doll under the tent near her. I then told my family I would cooperate and go home. The news in the morning was that she recovered and would be coming home.

Today, she is the mother of five. Her oldest son (Justin) serves a member of Congress in D.C. Her next two sons (Grant and Jack) .are attending Western Kentucky University in Bowling Green, Kentucky. Her fourth son (Drew) and baby girl (Laura) are in high school at Monroe County HIgh School in Tompkinsville, Kentucky.

The doctors do not always have the final say. My sister Lenora is living proof and this is just one instance of God power LIVE and demonstrated in our family. 

Monday, March 2, 2015

A Grieving Tribute to Leonard Nimoy

A Grieving Tribute to Leonard Nimoy

Since the 1960’s and the coming of Star Trek, Gene Roddenberry’s Wagon Train to the stars; I paid close attention to Leonard Nimoy, his Mr. Spock as well as many of his other interests. Nimoy is an Aries. I am an Aries. Nimoy loved the form of the plus size woman. I love the form of the plus size woman. Nimoy wrote and published poetry. I have written and published poetry. Nimoy lived with Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD). I live with Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD).

On CBS Sunday Morning report for March 1, 2015, Nimoy in a video says, “Until Star Trek, I had never had a job lasting more than two weeks.” While successfully living out Star Trek mega success and other ventures, Mr. Spock will live eternal in and amongst the hearts of Star Trek Fans across the world. I grieve at his passing.



Back Story

Mr. Spock is from the Planet Vulcan, a hot planet by Earth standards with abundant uninhabitable terrain.  Vulcan is also home to people who have successfully repressed their emotions to live logical lives. All their behavior expresses an unemotionally invested, cold, and calculated logic. Vulcans are superior intellects without ego.

Known only as Spock on his home world, he is the son of a cross species mating between a Vulcan male and a Human female. His father, Sarek serves as the Vulcan Ambassador to the United Federation of Planets for which Earth serves as host. San Francisco is the Washington, D.C. of the Federation.


Memorable Spock Moments

In the episode, Amok Time, the siren song to the violent mating ritual overtakes Spock and he must return to Vulan to claim his betrothed, T’Pring, who seeks to have him logically eliminated through the challenge of the koon - ut - kal - if - fee, battle to the death between Spock and a champion of her choosing. She chooses Kirk. Vulcan sexual madness comes every seven years for the Vulcan Male.

In the Second Feature Film, the Wrath of Khan, Spock dies to save the Enterprise and the lives of her crew. As he dies he comments, “The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few or the one.”
In the Third Feature Film, the Search for Spock, Spock’s body remains on Planet Genesis after his death. The effects of the Genesis Planet, life from lifelessness, regenerate Mr. Spock, alive without consciousness of person or soul.

Before he died, Spock passed his soul (his kaatraa) on to Dr. McKoy through the Vulcan Mind Meld. Necessity demanded that Kirk take Spock and McCoy to climb the steps of Mount Selaia for the ancient Vulcan ritual of fal - tor - pan to reunite Spock's soul and body. It is inconceivable to think of Star Trek without Spock.

Gifts from Mr. Spock and Leonard Nimoy

Vulcan Philosophy inspires many across the Earth in the forms of the IDIC, Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations. Nimoy brought the Vulcan Salute from a blessing of Jewish Tradition. The salute is a “V” formed the space between the middle finger and the ring finger. It communicates live long and prosper.


Aries’ personalities are earthy. Nimoy’s reveals it broader picture of beauty in his photography of the plus size woman as sexy on steroids. A writer, thinker, producer, and contributor to the betterment of humanity, this tribute honors Leonard Nimoy as beautiful soul and person. I grieve at his passing.

Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease

Nimoy’s passing is a reminder the great among us must pass through and burst the womb from this life to the next. Chronic Obstructive Pulmonary Disease can result from smoking. It can also result from living in and breathing toxic air.

The disease inhibits free breathing as lung elasticity decreases. The process of inhaling and exhaling becomes a struggle. While Nimoy lived a good, long, and productive life, hope exists that his legacy prompt further exploration into the final frontier for a cure for COPD. I join the millions who grieve his passing.

In the early 90's, Oscar and Bonnie Crawford created their own Start Trek Short Film at Universal Studios in Orlando, Florida.

Meditation for Living with COPD



Mediation for Living with COPD is 30 Minutes of Guided Meditation to enhance perspective on breathing while expressing gratitude for the breath of life its elf. Inhale. Exhale. Live Grateful. Every breath we take when we live with COPD is a moment to be thankful for.  Follow this link for immediate download. Follow this link for immediate download.